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Posted
1 week ago
A Self Portrait

-NMW

A Self Portrait

-NMW

Notes
5
Posted
5 months ago

I’ve hated myself into this oblivion.
I no longer exist or function as a normal human being, 
but as a self destructive monster. 
I cannot feel the way I used to,
I no longer care the way I used to. 
I have become hopelessly useless. 
I have become uncontrollably empty.
I have become everything I had prayed I would never become.
Forgive me.

Notes
1
Posted
5 months ago

"I am not as gentle as you had hoped."

-NMW

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11
Posted
6 months ago

What’s Once More?

I long to unzip my veins,
and to not be afraid of hiding,
because the hurt is a burden to bear,
and I’m done with being a coward,
but I do not fear my inevitable death,
planned out on a calendar,
in a square crossed with a red X,
waiting, just waiting for me to ignite.


No this isn’t walking away from a life,
that had once seemed so fulfilling.
No this isn’t cowering away from an issue,
that may seem to easy to solve.
No this isn’t about being loved enough,
but by being smothered in temporary affections. 



that’s all they are.

.
.
.

temporary.

.
.
.

come back to me please,
stop leaving me so damn alone,
is it too much to ask for you to stay?
I’m so sorry I’m only worth being a second choice,
not to just a “him” but also a “her”.
And to “them”. 

There’s another girl.
There’s another friend.
There’s another niece.
There may not be another sister,
or daughter,
but replacements have been made. 

Why bother with trying to fill a void,
in everyone elses life?
Why bother with being alive,
and being there for all to lean on,
when I’m only used up,
when I’m needed. 
When it’s fitting and necessary,
and why is the favour never returned?

I long to unzip my veins,
and feel the pulse of my own time flow,
I’ve tried it thrice before,
so what’s once more?
 

-NMW

Notes
1
Posted
6 months ago
"A Tall Friend"
-NMW

"A Tall Friend"

-NMW

Notes
3
Posted
7 months ago
"Do Not Save Me"
-NMW

"Do Not Save Me"

-NMW

Notes
9
Posted
7 months ago

The Sun

Now the full moon,
He had loved her too much,
That he gave himself away,
Like on this night and such,
But oh, oh, how he longed,
To abandon that pain in his chest,
But he couldn’t do anything,
So he did what was best,
He greeted the darkness,
He saluted the sky,
He stood upon his balcony,
In agony as he watched her die.
His love alone was pure,
And not out of place,
But where did he go so wrong,
That he’s only seen her pained face.
Where was her life?
Where was her smile?
His heart ached as he strained,
To see the glow for a short while.
But his efforts had failed,
And he knows he had lost,
So he kissed the thought of her,
Away, and left at all costs.
He couldn’t reach her,
He could never be there,
He still loved her so deeply,
And he knew it isn’t fair,
To just abandon her, untouchable,
Unreachable in the darkness,
But the love for her had hurt.
With no one to witness,
This tragic affair of two,
The sun gave up on the moon,
And left her to die each coming day,
And yet, he knows it was too soon,
But its now too late.

-NMW

Notes
5
Posted
7 months ago
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